HAPPY（0.8）（澄澈曦 remix） - 澄澈曦.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : 澄澈曦
[00:01.000] 作曲 : 澄澈曦
[00:02.000] 编曲 : 澄澈曦
[00:07.800]Dear God, please，
[00:09.210]亲爱的上帝请，
[00:13.140]Hear me out, I knowit's been a couple years，
[00:16.470]听我说完我知道你我相识已有几年，
[00:19.590]SinceI've reached，
[00:19.890]那初见的主动与问候，
[00:24.270]Out and said hello, I betyou're wondering，
[00:27.990]好似仍历历在目我肯定你在想，
[00:30.720]Why I keep，
[00:35.310]为什么我总是，
[00:35.670]Obsessing on and stressing all the little things，
[00:38.310]对一点一滴都耿耿于怀，
[00:46.200]When I should be，
[00:46.470]我本应该，
[00:46.710]Living life and soaking up the memories，
[00:50.070]活在当下沉浸在回忆中，
[00:52.620]I knowI've been，
[00:54.600]我知道一直以来，
[00:55.020]Selfish, I have，
[00:57.000]我都很自私我没有，
[00:57.840]No excuse to give youit's true，
[01:01.920]借口搪塞你说这是事实，
[01:04.080]Hanging by a，
[01:04.320]岌岌可危的生活，
[01:04.740]Thread's how I live，
[01:06.150]对我来说是家常便饭，
[01:08.880]Idon't know why but，
[01:10.860]我不知为何，
[01:11.550]I feel more comfortable，
[01:13.380]却愈发舒适惬意，
[01:14.490]Livin' in my agony，
[01:17.220]我活在痛苦中，
[01:17.640]Watching my self- esteem，
[01:20.250]看我的自尊，
[01:20.580]Go up in flames acting，
[01:22.560]灰飞烟灭装作，
[01:23.370]Like Idon't，
[01:24.180]毫不在意，
[01:24.420]Care what anyone else thinks，
[01:28.830]别人的想法，
[01:29.520]When I know truthfully，
[01:30.900]当我知道那其实，
[01:31.710]Thatthat's the furthest thing，
[01:34.260]与我的感受，
[01:34.530]From how I，
[01:35.250]大相径庭，
[01:36.930]Feel butI'm too proud to open up and ask ya，
[01:39.840]犹如遥不可及可我太过骄傲不敢敞开心扉请求你，
[01:42.420]To pick me up and pull me out this holeI'm trapped in，
[01:46.140]带我走脱离往日将我深深困住的洞穴，
[01:47.970]The truth is, I need help, but I justcan't imagine，
[01:51.240]的确我需要有人伸出援手但我无法想象，
[01:56.430]WhoI'd be if I was happy，
[01:57.870]那个快乐的我是什么模样，
[01:58.890]Yeah, been this way so long, it feels likesomething's off，
[02:01.860]这条路走得太久似乎有些不尽如人意，
[02:02.940]WhenI'm not depressed，
[02:03.600]而我不再忧愁之时，
[02:04.080]I got some issues that Iwon't address，
[02:05.850]有些问题未得解决，
[02:06.420]I got some baggage Iain't opened yet，
[02:08.670]有些行李尚未启封，
[02:09.180]I got some demons I should put to rest，
[02:11.460]有些心魔应被驱尽，
[02:12.000]I got some traumas that Ican't forget，
[02:14.100]有些创伤难以忘怀，
[02:14.790]I got some phone calls I beenavoidin'，
[02:16.350]有些来电总被回避，
[02:16.920]Some family members Idon't really connect with，
[02:19.590]有些家人并无真正亲近之感，
[02:20.430]Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip，
[02:22.260]我言语失当，
[02:22.560]Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips，
[02:24.930]伤人恶语不该宣之于口，
[02:25.470]Some bridges burned,I'm not ready to rebuild yet，
[02:27.900]破釜沉舟的过往尚未准备好重新来过，
[02:28.920]Some insecurities Ihaven't dealt with, yes，
[02:30.600]些许内心的不安也尚未排解，
[02:31.320]I'll be the first to admit thatI'm a lonely soul，
[02:33.300]我大方坦言孤独是我的标签，
[02:34.140]And the last to admit I need a hand to hold，
[02:36.360]却始终不肯承认需要有人牵起我的手，
[02:37.350]Losing hope，
[02:37.590]逐渐失去希望，
[02:37.980]Headed down a dangerous road，
[02:39.240]我走在一条危险的路上，
[02:39.900]Strange, I know，
[02:40.170]我知道这虽然有些奇怪，
[02:40.860]But I feel most at home whenI'm，
[02:42.720]但那最舒适自在的地方仍是这条路上，
[02:43.950]Livin' in my agony，
[02:46.650]我活在痛苦中，
[02:47.130]Watching my self- esteem，
[02:49.980]看我的自尊，
[02:50.310]Go up in flames acting，
[02:52.380]灰飞烟灭装作，
[02:52.830]Like Idon't，
[02:53.280]毫不在意，
[02:53.520]Care what anyone else thinks，
[02:58.260]别人的想法，
[02:58.980]When I know truthfully，
[03:00.660]当我知道那其实，
[03:01.170]Thatthat's the furthest thing，
[03:03.720]与我的感受，
[03:03.990]From how I，
[03:04.680]大相径庭，
[03:06.360]Feel butI'm too proud to open up and ask ya，
[03:08.610]犹如遥不可及可我太过骄傲不敢敞开心扉请求你，
[03:11.820]To pick me up and pull me out this holeI'm trapped in，
[03:15.600]带我走脱离往日将我深深困住的洞穴，
[03:18.120]The truth is, I need help, but I justcan't imagine，
[03:21.060]的确我需要有人伸出援手但我无法想象，
[03:25.680]WhoI'd be if I was happy，
[03:27.450]那个快乐的我是什么模样，
[03:30.030]Don't knowwhat's around the bend，
[03:32.340]不知道转弯处有些什么，
[03:35.670]Don't know what my future is，
[03:37.980]不清楚我的未来是什么，
[03:41.040]But Ican't keep onlivin' in，
[03:43.620]但我不能再这样下去，
[03:51.000]Livin' in my agony，
[03:53.760]我活在痛苦中，
[03:54.150]Watching my self- esteem，
[03:56.700]看我的自尊，
[03:57.030]Go up in flames acting，
[03:59.310]灰飞烟灭装作，
[03:59.910]Like Idon't，
[04:00.840]毫不在意，
[04:01.080]Care what anyone else thinks，
[04:05.340]别人的想法，
[04:06.060]When I know truthfully，
[04:07.680]当我知道那其实，
[04:08.100]Thatthat's the furthest thing，
[04:10.860]与我的感受，
[04:11.130]From how I，
[04:11.790]大相径庭，
[04:13.500]Feel butI'm too proud to open up and ask ya，
[04:15.330]犹如遥不可及可我太过骄傲不敢敞开心扉请求你，
[04:18.960]To pick me up and pull me out this holeI'm trapped in，
[04:22.710]带我走脱离往日将我深深困住的洞穴，
[04:25.230]The truth is, I need help, but I justcan't imagine，
[04:27.810]的确我需要有人伸出援手但我无法想象，
[04:30.150]WhoI'd be if I was happy，
[04:31.560]那个快乐的我是什么模样，
[04:33.030]If I was happy，
[04:34.470]那个幸福的我，
[04:55.020]If I was happy，
[04:56.580]是什么模样。